I'm at home. And will remain so for the entire night. If only tiny is here to accompany me argh crap.
I want to get a new pet :) Something cheap and easy to maintain like tiny! Suggestions please!
SHOULD I KEEP FROGS?! THEY R SO CUTE T.T
OR MAYBE SNAILS! YES! SNAILS OMG... But where can I find 2 nice huge snails..?

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Okay honestly I'm in a horrible mood right now. I've been looking forward to this day where we would usually meet up after one year of not seeing each other and would countdown together and talk and laugh and...?

It feels weird cuz on the last day of each year we would meet up. Its like a 'MUST DO' thing every year -.- So i feel so weird and empty and jealous cuz i can hear so many laughters downstairs. I wanna have fun too..
I miss the last year's shawn, Khm, Black pig, melanie, noel bla bla and whoever else..

Everyone's out there enjoying 'emself and i'm rotting at home. Luckily Hehan's online if not i'm so gonnaaaa...

Argh I'm gonna end 2008 with a frown.
Fuck it.

Happy FREAKING New Year!

After the clock strikes 12 midnight, I AM OFFFFFFICIALLY A SEC 4 WOMAN.... Yay which means one year closer to my goals (If i'm able to make it) Haha

This year is good cuz i got closer with my classmates and i made friends with OLIVIALIMSIHUI Hahaha Although we're not gonna be in the same class next year, I WILL STILL GET THE CHANCE TO IRRITATE YOU (So please look forward to that!) Hahaha and not forgetting xiang jiao plus her Adeline!
And the crazy wanyin! + her crazy twin, Trisha!

You may not know it but You guys really brightened up my life. Knowing that i'm gonna get to see you guys the next day in school enables me to have something to look forward to everyday thx for all :D (Like... the chair thing..... HAHA)

Plus I think i've spent 90% of my holidays msn-ing with the crazy duane Haha thx for being such an awesome buddy

Lol... Thats the Good part..

However apart from the good times,2008 is somehow the crappiest year cuz I screwed many things up and I did alot of things without thinking conscientiously..And realised how disgusting humans can be but nvm Its all over and i'm moving on with my life!

Plus this year My band seniors stepped down from Cca and I remember that me and Gelynn went like 'EH REMEMBER ON THAT DAY WE CANNOT CRY OK!' like weeks before..
So on that 'day' I entered the band room and omg the first thing i saw was Gelynn in tears and omg i immmmeediately went up to her and cried with her HAHA LOL HEY IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU MUST KNOW THAT I MISS YOU ALOT PLUS THE STUPID THINGS WE DO DURING BAND!

Okay and btw then our new juniors are very cute hahaha random :(

Aiya to simplify everything I LOVE YOU ALL OUT THERE! WHETHER I NAMED YOU OUT IN THIS POST OR NOT, I LOVE YOU! (Yes mel, i love you alot too!)

Shit i realised that usually my normal posts is like...... 10% of the amount I've written here today... Hahahaha

Okay I promise I'm gonna work 10000000 times harder in my studies next year! I think I need to do something that would make my parents happy and for me to be proud of..




Jet Black New Year (Single Version) - Thursday

So what if the girl downstairs gets up early to play her damn piano and i was sleeping.. So what if other people is better than me in every way..

Of cuz you want the best from me. I'm working very hard and i understand that life is tough for you but I hate being treated like that.. It makes me feel very useless..

I am your daughter
I want to be happy

Watched a movie on tv this afternoon. It was about this man (above) who has down syndrome but he had a gift to conduct. Genius.. The show was so touching and i cried and cried and cried like some crazy person and my mum looked at me with huge eyes & started laughing hahaha lol...

I miss tiny. I need someone to be here.

I feel sad for the dog i saw in m'sia with one arm dislocated and its rotting. He was looking at me and my sister maybe hoping that we would help him..

It makes me wanna do something but what?
If only i could, I would bring him back home or to a vet..

Anw thank you melanie for the lovely key ring you made with my name on it plus a ♥!
Haha really sweet but sorry i didnt get you anything this year :(
(AND I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS!)

Parents are out so i'm using the com secretly! Maybe i'm going to the library with mel later. Got so much to tell her man!

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVENT BOUGHT MY BOOKS FOR NEXT YEAR (Xcept maths).. Die i keep forgetting.
PLS SOMEONE PLEASE REMIND ME TO GET IT ON MONDAY THANK YOU

I found the song we played in band -> 'Salute to louis armstrong' (Click! on the 'free audio sampling thingy)

DUANE PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BLOG!

OK DONE.. IM OFF TO PLAY MY PET SOCIETY

Finally Im back from m'sia. Wasnt really an interesting trip cuz theres nothing nice in KL and the traffic there was terrible T.T Omg Shared a bed with my mother and sister last night.. I was in the middle of both of em AND I NEARLY DIED....... Hehehehehe -.-

Sigh I remember that christmas last year was a total fun thing. But this year's sucked much..


Nevertheless.. I hope you guys had fun!
And, Merry Christmas to everyone out there :)

Wanyin will be back today! So so so happy but im going malaysia tmr. Will be back at night on the same day but that means i can't go out with you guys argh.

Yesterday I felt like killing you. I was really shocked when you actually said that to me again. Since when did I guessed my way through the song.. But thats okay cuz Im not gonna be stopped from going Syf and I will bloody prove you wrong.

_l_ Middle finger for you! ^.^v

Q1. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
erm i dont know haha Cheeks?

Q2. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
Felt like skipping band

Q3. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
i think either wanyin or xiangqin or adeline or olivla

Q4. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled?
Nope!

Q5. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
Yeah!

Q6. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?
I dont know

Q7. Do You Want Someone Dead?
Nope..

Q8. What Does Your Last Text Message Says?
I dont know

Q9. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
my mosquito bite super itchy

Q10. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
Yeah

Q11. What Time Did you Go To Sleep Last Night?
forget haha

Q12. Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
Melrose bought it for me

Q13. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
Not really

Q14. Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
Olivia

10 ppl to tag
1) Christian
2) Wanyin
3) Duane
4) Olivia
5) Laura
6) Kai lun
7) Nicolette
8) Xiang jiao
9) Adeline
10) Hehan

Q15. Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
Wanyin Haha nobody i think

Q16. Is 3 A Male Or A Female?
Duane Half of both

Q17. If Number 7 & 10 Got Together, Would That Be A Good Thing?
Nicolette Adeline No...

Q18. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
Christian I dont know hahah

Q19. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them.
Them? WHO?

Q20. Is Number 4 Single?
Olivia Hahaha yes!

Q21. Say Something About Number 2
Wanyin Lame crappy pretty

Q22. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
Duane Kailun Not bad

Q23. Describe Number 9.
Adeline Sweet :)

Q24. What Will You Do If Number 6 And 7 Fights?
Kailun Nicolette Nothing haha i dont know!

DUANE YOU R SO LAME x)

Went to TM for Seoul Garden & then E Hub. Me and Olivia wanted to catch the toys at the arcade but once again we failed to get anything and wasted our $

The toys are really cute.

Christmas is coming! We're gonna fetch Wanyin from the airport on Christmas
♥